My heart is broken again. This time, it really hurts. I thought I got over with you already, but when i saw you holding her arms, I was really, really hurt. I already knew that you have someone new. I even saw your pictures on your fs profile. But seeing the two of you in person, together, is really different. My friend Mariel was even laughing at me when she witnessed how I lose my poise and confidence after seeing the two of you. You definitely took my stamina that day. I often stumble and have trouble concentrating on my work for the rest of the day. It sucks coz it gets into my nerves. That was the most stressful day of my life. Though on that day, I also learned that everything between us is totally over. And i have to accept that fact, that there will never be us, anymore.
Maybe I am really destined to be alone and miserable. To get hurt and left behind. But looking back on what we had, I thank you for those wonderful memories. For your time and for allowing me to be part of your life. As I try to nurse my broken heart, I came accross with a beautiful song which is apt to what i feel for you. It may sound a little mushy, but the lyrics says it all.
Hindi Na Bale
Bakit ba kay hirap tanggapin
Na ikaw ay 'di na magiging akin
Sa lahat ng bagay sa mundong ito
Wala ng hihigit pa sa pag-ibig mo
Kung tunay na't 'di lang panaginip
Ang aking nararamdaman ngayon
Hanggang kailan kaya nagdurusa't
Malulumbay ako ng wala sa piling mo
Hindi na bale kung mawala ka
Basta't iniibig kita ng higit sa buhay ko
Hindi na bale kung mag wakas na
Ang buhay kong ito
Ngunit sa puso ko
Ikaw ay naroon at hindi maglalaho
Sadya ngang kay tamis ng iyong halik
Araw-araw ako sa inyo'y nananabik
Sana'y makapiling ka kahit saglit
At mayakap ka ng kay higpit
Hindi na bale kung mawala ka
Basta't iniibig kita ng higit sa buhay ko
Hindi na bale kung mag wakas na
Ang buhay kong ito
Ngunit sa puso ko
Ikaw ay naroon at hindi maglalaho
Hindi na bale kung mawala ka
Basta't iniibig kita ng higit sa buhay ko
Hindi na bale kung mag wakas na
Ang buhay kong ito
Ngunit sa puso ko
Ikaw ay naroon at hindi maglalaho
I will love you forever, ONIHC!
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