Thursday, April 22, 2010

My Addiction


He is my addiction, the single occupant of my imagination.

He is the gandharvas personified. He is a designer drug. He is my midday dose of iced café latté. He is late night TV and the early morning weather report. He is my favorite song on the radio and the soothing voice of mood music. He is a detour on a crowded highway. He is the gentle rainfall that pours unexpectedly on the hottest summer day. He is the rustle of leaves on romantic afternoons. He is thunder and lightning on a no-school weekday, the final bell on a Friday, the steaming water on a freezing morning shower.

He is as precious as the sunrise and as perfect as the sunset. As fragrant as a newly-bloomed flower and as mysterious as falling stars.

He is my addiction, the cause and effect of my free flow emotion.

His touch, his words and his kisses are forever imprinted in my skin, my mind and my soul. I breathe in and the air smells of his hair. In the far distance, his laughter rings softly, yet clearly. He fills me with welcomed happiness, and I feel a certain glow when he holds my hand and when he wraps me in his arms. He is as real as I am.

I cannot elude him. Somebody save me because I have fallen in love, and I cannot walk away.

He is past obsession-- he is my addiction. He is the bittersweet truth.

I never thought bad karma could feel this good.

(an old post from my previous blog)

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