I have decided to take the backseat.
The play is finished. The curtain has dropped.
I have reached my melting point.
I have arrived at a crossroad and all I can do is stop.
I can't believe being so transparent will be the death of me.
Who can blame me for being so disillusioned now?
Friends who tell half-baked truths…make me want to wring their necks until I see only the whites in their eyes.
A Specter that would’ve continued to interest me if it only showed a bit of partiality and disclosed what it wants from me…makes me want to drop a bucket on its head, bang it a few times until it sees stars.
I thought everything would come off nice if I let my self out in the open.
I was in for a disappointment.
I considered taking a step forward and not wait for things to happen in the hopes of getting a just reward or maybe someone or something I deserve.
Again, I was in for a disappointment.
So this time, I’ll take a step back.
Focus the light on someone else.
I’ll just stay on the sides.
Be a mere Observer this time.
Hoping that life catches on somehow and drag me back on track…
Til then "Bahala na Kayo"
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