My Butterfly

Henry David Thoreau once said "Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder". 

Tonight I let him fly to wherever he go. Wherever he wishes to go. The reason why I was holding on to him is because I loved him. Yes I do, even until now. But there's no point of doing it anymore. Cause all he can give me is his friendship. Well, it was what it really was from the very start. We are friends. The only mistake is I fall. And you can't blame me. He has every reason why I should fall for him. He's sweet, caring, thoughtful and more. And the more I hold on to him, the more I will fall for him. Yet I know, he'll never catch me.

So tonight, I let him go. I let go of my feelings of him. I let him choose who he wants to love, whom he wants to share the happiness with. Though deep inside, I hope, that he'll find sitting back on my shoulder again... :'(

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PS

Last night I asked God to rain, and it rained the whole day today. But when the night comes, I never thought that it can be this cold.