Wednesday, May 01, 2013

Farewell

You were my sunshine, you were my star. The only one who made me transcend the limitation of human capacity for loving. You said I was your moon, the only one who gave light to your starless sky. You professed your boundless affection: I accepted it with all my heart.

You gave me your world, I gave you my galaxy. You made me have faith in every word that you say. But why was it that when there was nothing left for me anymore, you started taking everything back. You murdered my defenseless heart; you killed me softly with your lies. I would have chosen to die a tragic death, than to slowly watch myself shatter down into pieces because of all the hurt you’ve caused my soul whose only transgression is to have sworn to indisputably
and irrevocably be devoted to you.

I hated you for making me fall desperately in love you. But I hated myself more for having believed in your lies. I hated myself for letting you devastate my once peaceful existence.

And so this will be the last day that I will rant about my ridiculous love for you. This will be the last time that I will think of you. This will be the day that I will finally move on. This will be the day that I will bid goodbye to all our memories.

Goodbye to your smile that once made my melancholies turn into bliss.
Goodbye to your arms that once made my coldest nights turn warm and cozy.
Goodbye to your eyes that once gazed at me like I was the most dazzling moon there ever was in the sky.
Goodbye to your lips that once made me believe that I was the only one… And to you, my star, my only love, I bid my last goodbye.

1 comment:

  1. Anonymous7:53 PM

    I can feel the pain girl... You must love him that much. Anyways, if he is for you, then he'll go back to you, if not, you will find a better one. :)So be happy and enjoy being single.

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