No one will ever get close to me again. My days of falling in love are over. Losing you has caused me more pain and heartache than I ever want to endure again. I fell in love with you against my will. I was not looking for love and had been quite happy by myself. Then you came along and before I knew what was happening my heart betrayed me.
The sweet taste of your lips on mine, the smell of you as you held me close. The time we spent talking hours on end. The safety I felt in your arms. Oh this hurts. The laughter that lit up your face when we talked. The twinkle in your eyes. The memories of our making love that torment me time and again as I close my eyes at night. You fill my dreams and thoughts as no other has. This is going to be a tough one getting over you.
Your fear of commitment that won't just let our love evolve. You just walked away without a backward glance. Leaving me all alone with this ache in my heart that won't just go away. How do I get through these next days, weeks, months of pain. Please tell me how to ease the pain. Oh how will I ever survive?
The tears that slide down my cheeks as the memories of you, of us, fills my mind constantly. The future I knew was ours to share has all been ripped away. All that is left is my broken heart. How do I get over you? How do I take the pain and hurt away? How do I go on without your love that carried me through each day? How do I stop my heart from breaking in to? How do I stop these tears that fill up my eyes and stream down my face. I guess if I had the answer to that I could solve all the broken hearts in the world. As they say, "Time heals all wounds".Dear God, please help me mend mine!
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