Miss DLANHS 2013

It may be already late but I, still, am proud to present my candidates for Miss DLANHS 2013.


Candidate No. 1, Glendale Laurente, representing the Third Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 2, Jayrilyn Alberto, representing the First Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 3, Rotea Pospos, representing the Fourth Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 4, Mary Joy Carollo, representing the Third Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 5, Cherry Mae Revelegia, representing the Second Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 6, Dianne Mae Gedorio, representing the First Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 7, Diana Christine Notarte, representing the Special Science Class.

Candidate No. 8, Che-che Emperado, representing the Fourth Year Regular Class.

Candidate No. 9, Jan Mari Saraum, representing the Third Year Regular Class.

Thank you for giving us a wonderful show. You are all winners to me. Good luck on your future endeavors.

Promises

"Promises are meant to be broken", as they keep on saying.

And that's what I told you as well.

Every time i give it to you, I do everything to prove that saying wrong. And I succeeded. Twas the time that I'm willing to travel the world, exhaust everything in me, just to give you what I promised. And to see you smile makes me think, that everything that I do is all worth it.

But recently, I think I can't do it anymore. Time flies, and everything has changed. Personally, I don't want to do it anymore coz I realized that I will just let myself fall in a deep pit of frustration and disappointment. I will be hurt in the end.

I realized that you have your world, you have your set of friends and people who loves you. You can be happy without me, you don't need me at all.

I was just your pit stop, and you are to me as well...

So if I ignored you lately, that is all because that I decided to love myself more. I'm sorry, you are one great guy, but not mine and cannot be mine at all...

Promises, are not actually meant to be broken, they are just meant for someone who matters to you the most. So if someone gives you one, and he broke it, probably you are not that special to him...

Just my two cents...:-)

Help Me Get Over You

I know that this wound will bleed again
Now I’m here right beside the one I love
I see he’s in love with someone else
Now I know I just got to let him go
Because it’s over, Help me get over

Chorus:
I don’t know what to do
There is no easy way of letting go
But I know there’s no sense
In holding on too much to something fading
Help me, Help me
Help me get over you

Now I see, You’re so happy with her
Deep inside I just don’t know what to feel
Oh, I’m sure, You don’t need me anymore
So I’ll go on, Try my best to just move on
Now that it’s over, I got to get over

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
I know I’ve got to leave it all behind
Somehow I’ll try to get you off my mind
So tell me what to do
Help me get over…

(Repeat Chorus)

Help me get over you…
Hmmmm…

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my song for this month...

the 8th

Goodbye July,

Welcome August...

It's the 8th month of the year 2013. Five more months and the year will end. For the last eight months, I've been through a lot of experiences, acquired a lot of things, and increased my liabilities... I still don't know my real status, if i'm doing good, excellent, or I am failing. At this point of time, I am clueless. And I cannot think of it right now coz I have a lot of tasks to accomplished. I just entrust it to the Lord coz He's the one who give me all of this in the first place.

I am embracing everything that comes in my life, today. Knowing that whatever happens, I will have an experience to share, and lessons to learn...

Thank you Lord for the gift of LIFE.

The Final Letter

It's been a while since the last time we talked. Well, here i am again reminiscing all those times that we had. Yeah, funny and silly me but the moments we used to spend together feels like just yesterday for me. I could still remember our "kulitan" and "asaran" and you know... I couldn't even forget your sweetest smile.

Many has been said and done. A lot of hello's and goodbyes(though not literally goodbye) that somehow hurt both of us. So many times we struggle just to maintain that "FRIENDSHIP" thing that we had. Those late night kwentuhan about our own problems and dreams kahit minsan thru text message lang.

We were each other's friend, remember?

But as like any other relationship, ours was about to end in due time. You knew that doing this is not an easy one for me. I have done this so many many times but i always failed. Just then I wrote the pain in my heart through this last letter, expressing how much you mean to me and how much I love you... That in my life I have thanked the Lord for you.

Remember the morning when i asked you this "tapos, ano na?" asking you what will happen next after that night that we've been together. Your answer "hindi pa" while nodding your head gives me a litte bit of HOPE then was I able to read the sign of relief. I thought I could gain you back. I thought you wouldn't say goodbye. But that was just that morning, after that you're on your own again forgetting everything that you've said...

and that I couldn't understand...

And it hurts me more leaving me no reasons to stay so i asked you if we can talked again... being so mad that time i know i have said so many things... but you have no idea how that incident tortured the deepest sections of my soul.

I cried that night, I prayed, then cried, then prayed again.

Then the day came we talked again. You asked how I was and I told you I was okay even if I'm not! I could have embarded you with endless questions that i have always kept in my mind... of why and what have I done for you to hurt me this bad? I knew in some point I have hurt you by the things that I've said...

And now, all I can do is to manage myself to help you out by putting an end to your confusions, even when it hurts so bad. I have to let you go! You can finally be free without having to worry about me. It was so hard not to beg you to stay but I have to tell you, so many time i want to cut all the strings left between us. I know I need time to heal. I love you so much eventhough this would mean letting you go. You told me you're sorry many many times...

but please-no apologies. No regrets.

Honestly, I'm so far from getting over. My heart is still mending, my soul is still healing. I am trying to be happy quietly inspite of my grief. The hardest part of letting you go is learning how to reprogram my life without you, to plan a new life on my own. But inside me, honestly, I never felt any bitterness towards you. I had the rich experience of loving and being loved. Maybe I owe you the chance to find out what it meant having a new relationship, and in all your life, I should be happy for you.

Now i know, loving when it hurts is one of the greatest experiences one may ever have during this lifetime. Everything that happens in our lives is a calling from God. There is always a reason in everything. During the most difficult times, God works on us to strengthen us, to make us better persons. There is nothing crooked that He cannot straighten. There is no mistake that He cannot forgive. There is no life that He cannot change. All of us are plans in the process of pain that sometimes seem unbearable but God never fails to give us the courage to go through with it.

It's true, life is too short. We must not waste it in tears and misery. We should be happy no matter how many times we fall.

God will always give us the fresh start in finding the right person, the right way, and the right relationship...

I don't wanna say goodbye anymore 'coz i have said that to YOU for so many times already...

You in the End...

the worst thing that could happen while you were sleeping...

it's when all you want is PEACE of MIND...

then suddenly you had a dream...
but the dream is about...the person who always makes you cry!!!

Things I Wanna Do With You

I want to watch the rain with you. I want to cuddle on the couch with a blanket, a cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows, and you. We’ll open the window a little bit so that the smell of rain can come in, but I won’t be cold. With your arms around me, I’ll be in the safest place I’ve ever been, surrounded by your strength. It’s the only home I’ll ever need.

I want to go camping on the beach, on an island that we can have to ourselves. We’ll put up a tent and wake up early enough to catch the sunrise, and run on sand untouched by any other feet. At night, we’ll light a fire and watch the stars and the fireflies, but it’ll be the hardest thing in the world to think of wishes. What more can I ask for? You’re more than I ever dreamed I could have.

I want to walk with you, too, to everywhere and nowhere in particular. City sidewalks, lamp-lit boulevards, and long-forgotten trails — we’ll explore them together. We’ll duck into old secondhand book stores, try new cafes, or have a picnic under the trees. But the best part of these adventures won’t be how far we went, but the steps we took closer to each other. I’ll never get tired of discovering the man who won my heart.

But mostly, I just want to be with you. To hear you promise your love and trust that you mean it. To confess how I need you and know that vulnerability is okay. To look at you and see you looking at me and know that you’re thinking: “Wow. We really get to spend our lives together.” I’ll be thinking it, too. Because after all the false starts, babe, after all the wrong turns that broke my heart… I still believe you’ll come. I still believe you’ll find me.

- Evenstarlight