It Hurts Everywhere

I chose to spill the beans than leave things unsaid. Spoken words is better than mere silence. Not everyone is able to read body language or understand just by merely looking straight in the eyes.

Straightforward is an adjective which means frank or honest. The word describes who I am.

My mind is off for a while. I don't want to think.

My heart is in pain. I don't want to feel the pain. I want to numb myself yet there is no known drug to stop this pain. I want to cry but somethings' stopping me. Yet, sometimes the tears keep falling. It hurts me so much. I didn't anticipate that it would be like this. I stopped myself from falling but still I did. I know it's not as painful now as it would be if it happened later.