tonight i will write the saddest lines...

for tonight i will stop thinking of you and stop hoping to see you in my dreams..

for tonight i will convince myself that there could never really be an "us" again..

for tonight i will wish upon the stars not to see you nor have contact with you anymore..

for tonight i have to accept the fact that memories good or bad are just memories and nothing more than that..

for tonight i will face the true meaning of letting go and moving on..

'coz for tonight i will say goodbye to you.. to our friendship.. and to all the things that keeps me from believing that "we" deserve a second chance..

God knows how much i loved you.. how much i cared for you and how much i wanted to be with you again..

i will shed my last tears for you tonight hoping that it could washed away everything that keeps me from feeling this way..

can't count how many times i've said goodbye to you..

but tonight, my goodbye isn't because i wanted to go away..

but to look forward and learn to appreciate everything that i have taken for granted for the past years just because i was too blinded of my love for you..

just for tonight, i won't pretend that i'm OK and that i'm not hurting..

but i'll make sure that tomorrow, i will be able to write something far from what i have written tonight..