It's been awhile since the day I came to know you. Six months when we were properly introduced, things were working the way it should be. Awkwardness that leads to friendship, and to me, a little deeper than that. To me you were like a guy I never had, handsome, skilled, innocent yet witty.
When we left from the camp that got us closer, I was all over you. You messages each day excites me. You were everything to me. You were the only the one who can let me do things I never did before. And for the times when we decided to met and spend each other time, I was in cloud 9.
And on this six months, I honestly have feelings for you. But I know that all you got for me is friendship. We are friends, that's us since then. But I can't help what I feel for you.
And now, I am battling with I am confusion. I am avoiding you, before I will be totally fall in the bottomless pit. It didn't help, my nerves, my veins, everything in me screams for you. I am already out of my sanity. I don't know what to do anymore...
The never ending saga of falling for a handsome guy, yet can't have it, continues to live on me... Help me, save me from this maddening situation...
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