Missing the Bridge

I just can't stop thinking of you, can't imagine we parted our ways for no reason at all.. Why do i feel loneliness inside me, why do I care so much about you, I can not have feelings for you, I can not love you, But why I'm always thinking of you every minute, every seconds of the day..

I hate this.. I don't wanna live in pretensions, I can no longer hold this feelings..

Bakit ba ganito, bakit ba ako nasasaktan, napagkasunduan naman natin na FRIENDS lang tayo, kahit ganun bakit nag iba ang takbo ng buhay natin, I haven't heard anything from you, you totally forget all about me, I haven't receive any text from you..

I tried not to text you because I want you to miss me like I do, pero wala eh, It's been two weeks pero di pa rin kita nararamdaman, tinuluyan mo na ata akong kalimutan.

Napaka-unfair mo naman kala ko ba kasama kita sa paglakbay ng buhay ko, akala ko ba na you're always there for me, nasan na yong mga pangako mo?

I remember when you told me "Always remeber that I love you so much" gagohan ba to?

Hindi ko naman hiningi sau na maging tayo kasi alam naman natin di tayo pwede, kala ko we can be good friends, pero nasaan ka? nandyan ka nga pero di naman kita maramdaman, binaliwala mo ako.. I wish I could tell you na nasasaktan ako, gusto ko umiyak pero para saan? Gusto ko sabihin sayo na nasasaktan ako pero di ko masabi.

Sana dumating ang araw na ikaw naman ang maghabol sa akin, maramdaman mo kung gano kasakit pag binaliwala ka, sana makita kitang umiyak dahil sa akin..

On Letting Go

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. 
To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization that I don't control another. 
To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. 
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. 
To let go is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. 
To let go is not to care for, but to care about. 
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. 
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. 
To let go is not be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. 
To let go is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. 
To let go is not to deny but to accept. 
To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires but to take each day as it comes and to cherish the moment. 
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone but to try to become what I dream I can be. 
To let go is not to regret the past but to grow and live for the future. 
To let go is to fear less and love more.