Rain, Memories and You

"It’s been awhile since I walked and bathed in the rain. I miss the innocence it brings…the smell of damp earth in the air and the sensuous feel of raindrops on my skin…it made me feel like a child again. The rain is my gateway to funfilled child memories. And now the rain branded you…and the kiss we shared along the avenue. I’m looking forward to more rainy days with you."

Yes. The rain branded you. The once simple, meaningless drizzle now whispers your name and the raindrops embraces me like you did as it wets me and consumes my warmth.

Indeed, it's not the years that proves how deep the relationship is. It's about the smile that radiates in each lover's face each time they're together that seem to brighten up their day. It's about the essence of every moment that the couple is sharing--whether it may be shared on a romantic evening or scorching mid-day sun, may it be shared simply or lavishly, in a plush restaurant or a simple park bench, in private or in a gathering--any way, anytime, anywhere doesn't really matter except the fact that they're together. It's about the depth of that LOVE they are sharing that knows no boundaries, no limitations, no questions, and no if's and but's. It's what they have that makes this happen and it's all they really need.

You're no longer  here now. No longer here to share with me those walks, those romantic interludes, the rain. But the rain now signifies all that you were, all that we shared, all that we had. It may not have counted years but so long as there are raindrops, the memories will not end...the Love will not fade...you will not be forgotten.

Can I still wish for more rainy days with you? Maybe. With or without you, every raindrop will bring everything back...it will bring YOU back...and will hide what wasn't there before--these tears.

"Maybe I can't stop the downpour, but I will always join you for a walk in the rain." ~ Unknown

Can I???

Can I tell my heart to miss a beat
Or make my world to cease from turning...
Can I tell the heavens to vow down
Or tell the day to stop from dawning?


Can I tell FATE to speak out your name
And the wind to tell you, "I love you!"...
Can I tell your heart to beat for me
And to feel the same way that I do?


Can I tell myself to stop dreamin'
And face reality as it is...
Can I just turn my back from hoping
And put my weary heart at ease?



POEMS were weaved not from a poet's mind
Neither do SONGS from them lyricists...
It all sprung from what exist within
Such inspiration one's heart consists.


Can I really speak of what I feel
Or even explain it why I do...
'Guess I leave it all to you , my friend
'Cause I think I've fallen hard for YOU!!!

On Love and Being In Love

“We’re students of love, in and out of classes, go for the ride until it crashes. Ive been through enough to have learned my lessons, from puppy love throughout my adolescence, we’re friends and enemies, the same identity, you’re a source of strength but a waste of energy. We play that game that some aren’t built for, feel that pain that some would kill for.” — Dumbfounded - Love Psycle

“The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the first surrender; because this kiss has within it that surrenders.” — Tom Robbins

“The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it’s indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it’s indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it’s indifference.” — Elie Wiesel

“In my whole life, no one has ever looked at me the way that you do. No one has ever, touched my face or brushed my hair out of my eyes like you do. And maybe this is really selfish but, it’s not just you I’m going to miss. It’s the way I feel when I’m with you that I’m going to miss even more.” — Shelby Merrick, “Higher Ground”

“The hand held by a friend when you really need someone, inspires me. The money we give and the time we give to help someone else, inspires me. Even though their is a lot of hate in the world today, there is still so much love that keeps the world going, all of which inspires me. Look around you. What inspires you in your everyday life?” — Aubrey Wright


“True love waits, but not just for sex. It waits for the right time to commit to God’s brand of love—unwavering, unflagging, and totally committed.” — Joshua Harris

“But even if real men are hard to find, they do exist, and they are worth waiting for. So don’t get discouraged on your journey toward inward excellence. To real men, your purity is beautiful, and it will be highly esteemed someday.” — When God Writes Your Love Story

“But even if real men are hard to find, they do exist, and they are worth waiting for. So don’t get discouraged on your journey toward inward excellence. To real men, your purity is beautiful, and it will be highly esteemed someday.” — When God Writes Your Love Story

“Think of the one person you can be yourself with. Someone who has seen you at your absolute worst yet still believes in your absolute best. The one person you can spend hours with — either in conversation or in silence. This person has seen you through the most horrible days of your life: the day that boy broke your heart, when you failed the big exam, after the huge fight you had with your mom. For all these reasons (and more), it must be said that there is no one on the planet who deserves to feel more loved than the person who has promised (and proven) to be with you through hell or high water.” — Happy Valentine’s Day

“Be careful in falling in love too deeply. You should always leave a little love for yourself. Because when your heart gets broken, you still have that pinch of love left inside of you for you to heal and nurture for it to grow better.”

“Be careful of love. It’ll twist your brain around and leave you thinking up is down and right is wrong.” — Hephaestus


from Miyabe Tayo

For the Record

I care for you. I wanna take care of you... 1818

maybe.. then.. again..

i will just trick my mind that i don't miss you at all and i will just pretend that nothing happened... let's just say, i will just accept that we were never really meant for each other...

maybe it will ease the pain...
maybe it will numb the feeling...
maybe it will numb the pain...

maybe then i can move on...
maybe then i can start living again...

maybe then...
again...

so we can begin again...

Missing the Bridge

I just can't stop thinking of you, can't imagine we parted our ways for no reason at all.. Why do i feel loneliness inside me, why do I care so much about you, I can not have feelings for you, I can not love you, But why I'm always thinking of you every minute, every seconds of the day..

I hate this.. I don't wanna live in pretensions, I can no longer hold this feelings..

Bakit ba ganito, bakit ba ako nasasaktan, napagkasunduan naman natin na FRIENDS lang tayo, kahit ganun bakit nag iba ang takbo ng buhay natin, I haven't heard anything from you, you totally forget all about me, I haven't receive any text from you..

I tried not to text you because I want you to miss me like I do, pero wala eh, It's been two weeks pero di pa rin kita nararamdaman, tinuluyan mo na ata akong kalimutan.

Napaka-unfair mo naman kala ko ba kasama kita sa paglakbay ng buhay ko, akala ko ba na you're always there for me, nasan na yong mga pangako mo?

I remember when you told me "Always remeber that I love you so much" gagohan ba to?

Hindi ko naman hiningi sau na maging tayo kasi alam naman natin di tayo pwede, kala ko we can be good friends, pero nasaan ka? nandyan ka nga pero di naman kita maramdaman, binaliwala mo ako.. I wish I could tell you na nasasaktan ako, gusto ko umiyak pero para saan? Gusto ko sabihin sayo na nasasaktan ako pero di ko masabi.

Sana dumating ang araw na ikaw naman ang maghabol sa akin, maramdaman mo kung gano kasakit pag binaliwala ka, sana makita kitang umiyak dahil sa akin..

On Letting Go

To let go doesn't mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. 
To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization that I don't control another. 
To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. 
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. 
To let go is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. 
To let go is not to care for, but to care about. 
To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. 
To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. 
To let go is not be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. 
To let go is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. 
To let go is not to deny but to accept. 
To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires but to take each day as it comes and to cherish the moment. 
To let go is not to criticize and regulate anyone but to try to become what I dream I can be. 
To let go is not to regret the past but to grow and live for the future. 
To let go is to fear less and love more.