It was one of those moments where you have all the smiles cause you have all the reasons to, but in a turn of events a revelation came and all the happy feelings were gone because you can't accept and not prepared what is coming...
It happened to me. My friend and I were happy talking about what happened to our lives, our experiences that is out of the world. When suddenly he revealed that the man i "desire" slept with someone else, and the she's spreading it to whoever she meets. I was devastated, disappointed, and hurt. At first I didn't believe the story, even if it's coming from a reliable friend. But even he confirmed it. I was so down, I didn't see this coming. I mean he is everything to me, and I give him almost everything of me, and this is what I got?
My friend said to understand, he has his needs, something I can't give. Bitter. Pathetic. True. Whatever the adjective is, it won't change the facts. And I really dont know what I will do at this moment.
Ayoko na. Pero sabi ng puso ko, I should forgive him... Ano ba ito? Gosh, nalilito na ako. Maka-shot nga....